Losing It

I feel like I am losing it 
My sanity, my hope, all control 
But not the thing I need to lose 
All I do on that front is gain 

What does my addiction say about my faith? 
Can I use my faith to pull me back? 
I cannot keep running to food for everything 
When I am meant to be running to God 

You alone do we worship 
You alone do we turn to for help 
If all else is idolatry 
Then maybe I am already lost